Friday, November 14, 2008

when i dream....

When i dream,i dream of you....
Oh. and please change ur display pic, what HEBE....
change to JING JING!!!
hahaz.

i'm loving it...

=)

i love jing jing!!!!
Jing jing love me!!!

lalala.

Monday, October 02, 2006

白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远

甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着
握住我的手

梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭

我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我
说你不需要承诺

你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手


我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手
晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见


因为我在等待永远

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Therapy

Every now and then therapeutic songs come my way. I like.

听妈妈的话。 懂吗?

I miss school.

I miss the innocence, i miss the joy.
I miss the carefreeness, i miss the laughter.
I miss the friends, i miss the people.
I miss the lectures(not literally hahaha), i miss the movement.
I miss the CCA. I miss the CIP.

I miss school.

I miss talking to nadia in the mornings and pissing her off.
I miss walking along the long white corridoors on my way to meet friends.
I miss bumping into my friends around every painted corner.
I miss the silent flag raisings where i always stood with kenneth or yang or brady.
I miss the noisy, long bus rides home with brady.
I miss the jokes. I miss the expressions.
I miss the heavenly makan sessions.
I miss guitar. Attending or skipping it.
I miss the mini-concerts =P
I miss the soccer.
I miss the badminton.
I miss the basketball.
I miss the nice piano lessons.

I miss school.

I miss the warm warm tuesdays.
I miss the crazy lazy outings.
I miss the food.
I miss using the company fridge.
I miss being late.
I miss the long walks. And talks.
I miss the rides home.
I miss CBR. CBR isn't CBR all the time.

I miss school.

I miss the Yingjun and the Yandao.
I miss the warm friendly atmosphere.
I miss the feeling.
I miss Ghim Moh. A lot. A lot a lot.

I miss school.

I miss waking up late and tapowing Macs in for everybody.
I miss the ice lemon tea. Okay it's not great but it's something to remember.
I miss Coronation Plaza.
I miss the ogs i crashed.
I miss waiting for everyone to be dismissed and going for dinner together.
I miss the vj Os i so often get pulled to.
I miss the smiles.
I miss the cheers.


Know how a blind man shoots?


They say you don't appreciate things till you lose them.
I think i did. But still.

And i would have done everything over again.



Again.



Oh well.. On a lighter note. Haha.
The BMTC School 1 PT Branch Office (in short, My) office is... Awesome. Right smack in the middle of it there lies 2 large office tables joined together, and a table tennis net suspended across it, 2 paddles, and 2 balls.

And next to it, there is a huge Hi-Fi set. With large, large bass speakers. Cue in Jay Chou and Perfect10.


Bingo.


Hahahahahha!

Just about shows the culture huh. =)

Spend my afternoons swimming. That sparkling pool in tekong which recruits can only stare and dream of jumping into as they walk by - it's my 11-2 hangout now. Hahaha.

Conducted games day for school 1. And there was an activity which involved a blindfolded guy having to walk across a field being guided by a partner with a loudhailer across the breadth of the field. Sounds like fun. With a huge crowd surrounding you, and 5 teams to go... I assure you you hear absolutely nothing.

So you see 5 little blindfolded recruits with their arms stretched out haplessly roaming the field like little walking mummies. And we as the judges aren't really supposed to help them out... So how?

We all went to each one, posed behind them, and had a nice Kodak moment.

Say cheese. Hahahahhahaha!

Today i took my first real real lesson on my own. No seniors around to back me up. Just 3 people - Me Myself and I.

I introduced myself, told them some expectations, laid out some ground rules, and carried out the lesson accordingly, abeit in my style. That means lots of talk cock. Hahaha! it feels good to hear them laugh at your jokes, your expressions. I told them about my school, i told them about Ninja. I gave them tips to improve their fitness, i half scolded the stone stone ones. Ever been to a lesson where an instructor did something ncie and funny and you still remember that special moment? The sudden nice warm side out of the often cold, professional voice you hear all the time?

I carried out all of those. Whatever i could impromptu. =)

And i still have more.

I saw that they enjoyed it. I saw that i touched them.



And i think, they touched me too.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Hey pti....

Want to go for a swim?
=)

Sunday, August 27, 2006

I. A.M. B.A.C.K.

Had a sudden impulse to blog, so here i am.
And i realise, it HAS really been ages this time.

Haha.

Hmm well, so i'll start slow. Firstly, an update. After BMT in tekong, i went over to SISPEC. Next i joined the Basic Fitness Specialist Course(BFSC). And now, i'm posted back to Tekong. As a PTI!!! =)

The bright, sunny tropical island with lush green vegetation, exotic coral reefs and vivacious pink dolphins(remember?) have never felt lusher, greener, and fresher. =)

First day i was posted back to tekong(just this monday), i was exhilerated. Stepping on the island like i did on my first day of BMT, remembering the initial feeling of fear, apprehension, and 舍不得-ness, drawing back the memories... I wouldn't say the feeling was all nice and warm and fuzzy, haha..but being in Ninja is still something i am damn proud of today.

So... first day was sorting out of admin stuff. Swapped a 5-day week,8-to-5 admin desk job for a 5.5 day, irregularly timed active conducting post where i would be moving around, attached to companies, taking recruits for pt. They taught i was crazy. Furthermore i live in Jurong. Haha.. but the only thing on my mind was - I WANT TO TEACH.

I want meaning in my army life.
I want to interact with more people.
I want to, when ppl ask me Hey what did you do during NS, say Oh. i was a PTI at Tekong. I trained recruits!

NOT oh. i was a clerk in tekong.

NO.

And at first i was worried about the time and energy i would have left for my friends and family. I do not deny that 8-5 clerk job did sound a bit tempting at times. It is seriously VERY SLACK. Like, omgwtfbbq slack. Like, an empty sack. SLACK.

Then i realised, i was burning to go over to the active side, even if it meant losing regular, good work hours. No way i could stay to a desk for the next year. Think of all the experience, fun and sun i would miss.

And when i conducted my first lesson on Friday... It was all worth it. =)

I love every single bit of it.

Sometimes 4 days a week i go straight to my tuitees' place after travelling 2 hours from tekong. And by the time i reach home it's 9-ish 10, and i am so so so zapped. And i get up at 5 the next day and it goes on and on and on.

Holy. It's quite a handful. But ba-ba-ba-ba-ba I'm Lovin' It.

THIS, ladies and gentlemen is the meaning i am talking about.
And I believe there's more to find out too!

Was talking to my other friends in other vocations.. In comparison my army life rocks. Ninja to Golf to BFSC to Tekong. My friends think(and i concur) that what i have gained to date is already much more than what they ever would in army.

The people, the friends, the environment.
The skills, the exposure, the experience.
After Ninja(ninja is the GARANG stage. hahaha) - this is where the warm fuzzy feeling comes in.

What can i do without you all.

And 3 of you are in tekong with me. IT'S TIME TO PARTY.

I wouldn't say my effort hasn't played a big part in what i have today, but i have been lucky too that things turned out this way.

And i will make the most of it.



And somehow, i feel that the past 5 months have been the best of my life.

Sunday, March 26, 2006



我站在教室门口的小角落
偷偷看着你可爱的笑容
你就像天上的云朵
我好想变成彩虹

橘子汽水的香味飘在空气中
你嘴角的奶油看的我好心动
我和你的默契有种节奏
牵着我的心跳跟你走

就这样牵着你一直走(这路没有尽头)
就是喜欢你偷喵着我(的害羞)
让我紧紧牵着你的手望着星空
直到我们心灵相通

就这样牵着你一直走(这次绝不放手)
我会努力变成属于你(的流星)
帮你实现心底所有的期待的愿望
不管四季变化我的心意不隐藏

天空突然下起了一场大雨
我该不该现在送你回去
不想打断你给的甜蜜
干脆就让我陪你淋雨

橘子汽水的香味飘在空气中
你嘴角的奶油看的我好心动
我和你的默契有种节奏
牵着我的心跳跟你走

就这样牵着你一直走(这路没有尽头)
就是喜欢你偷喵着我(的害羞)
让我紧紧牵着你的手
望着星空直到我们心灵相通

就这样牵着你一直走(这次绝不放手)
我会努力变成属于你(的流星)
帮你实现心底所有的期待的愿望
不管四季变化我的心意不隐藏

拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉拉~

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Book in... Sooo not used to it liao.

But then... Sispec rocks so far. A Ninja-Sispec transition could never have been better.

=)

Cross over?

Yeah.

Cross over.

Friday, March 10, 2006

It's been so long baby...
So many hours, so many days..
我心里的这句话,还是想对我新的刺客说。。

杀到没有?!?!?!?!

-in the event you don't get it.. switch to unicode, wait for the song-

Hahahahhaha!!!

Oh but this's a superb song in any case =)

One night my mum and dad were waiting for me to reply whether i wanted them to pick me up.. After a while of waiting they decided ah don't care him..let's go to the Esplanade for a stroll! Hahaha.. -guilty look- I'm going to check my phone constantly from now on. And here's what they took. (click on the pictures to see them larger they look fantastic)






Wahh.. Nice right. I want to go down and see one day!

Went down yesterday to Suntec's IT Fair with brady to look for a new monitor, cos mine's pretty much spoilt.. The screen's shrunk to the centre.. and although it is still useable, it's rather uncomfortable to look at it after a short while.. $419 for a 19'' LCD. Sounds very, very good! But when i consider that i have to go back defend the nation soon and would probably not have so much chance to use the computer.. Hmm.. i wonder whether it's worth it.

They say neccessity is the mother of invention. How about architecture as well.



And from the side...


Yes, the printer is, and has to be, on top as well. -_-"

I found out that applying some pressure on the top of the monitor helps.

Hahahaha..

Oh well.. At least the screen works for now. Hahaha!

POP
Thought it felt a little empty.. But otherwise, pop was great!
Our bmt really ended with a pop(bang)!

=)=)=)


-Dad, Me, Mum


-my section(or half), some of my closest friends in NS.. with the PC


-with the section commander.


- ah miss pang, the one in the mid's zicheng =D

- more friends


- thought it looked nice. Sky very blue.


- Ninja.


- in the bunk

Haha.. Have got lots more.. but there're too many to put up here.

Wahh.. this is a dunno-how-many-thousand word post lah(need i still say why? =P)

=)